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~1. Post these rules.
~2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
~3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
~4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
~5. No tag-backs.
1. I cannot see myself as normal and have been trying to find why for a long time. As of now I want to know how many of these I actually have and which ones I don't know about yet: General Anxiety Disorder; Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder; Avoidant Personality Disorder and many more.
2. Apart from these I am certain that I have a inferiority complex and am thus never happy with anything I do and/or make... uploading or showing anything anywhere really requires me to pull myself together... and even then I have bad thoughts only looking at it again and reading any comments.
3. On top of that I can't forget any mistakes I make. Some nights I cannot sleep at all because I keep thinking of different ones... some of them date from my earliest childhood, even.
4. Add to that the fact that I am too perfectionistic, meaning I see almost everything that did not go much better than expected to have been a mistake.
5. They are always my fault, too. Everything bad I am involved in is my fault.
6. I used to love playing games and thought that I am one of the better players out there... in my childhood. Now I painfully learnt I am probably one of the worst (objectively seen and proven by many others). Seeing how as a child I spent 3/4 of the day enjoying games... it's breaking my heart. I still play a lot of games, sure, but when they are too hard I end up in a tantrum, usually. Competitive games or online ones where there's no option to play alone I can't play either.
7. My English and German are progressively getting worse... I believe. One or two years ago I had been way better (relatively seen).
8. I like to tell others of my various shortcomings to gain acceptance and be liked. If they try to prove the opposite of what I tell them, I can't accept it in fear of being forgotten too early.
Then again I advise you take all of these with a grain of salt. Probably only 8 is really true and not inane ranting.
I tag:
~1. Post these rules.
~2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
~3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
~4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
~5. No tag-backs.
1. I cannot see myself as normal and have been trying to find why for a long time. As of now I want to know how many of these I actually have and which ones I don't know about yet: General Anxiety Disorder; Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder; Avoidant Personality Disorder and many more.
2. Apart from these I am certain that I have a inferiority complex and am thus never happy with anything I do and/or make... uploading or showing anything anywhere really requires me to pull myself together... and even then I have bad thoughts only looking at it again and reading any comments.
3. On top of that I can't forget any mistakes I make. Some nights I cannot sleep at all because I keep thinking of different ones... some of them date from my earliest childhood, even.
4. Add to that the fact that I am too perfectionistic, meaning I see almost everything that did not go much better than expected to have been a mistake.
5. They are always my fault, too. Everything bad I am involved in is my fault.
6. I used to love playing games and thought that I am one of the better players out there... in my childhood. Now I painfully learnt I am probably one of the worst (objectively seen and proven by many others). Seeing how as a child I spent 3/4 of the day enjoying games... it's breaking my heart. I still play a lot of games, sure, but when they are too hard I end up in a tantrum, usually. Competitive games or online ones where there's no option to play alone I can't play either.
7. My English and German are progressively getting worse... I believe. One or two years ago I had been way better (relatively seen).
8. I like to tell others of my various shortcomings to gain acceptance and be liked. If they try to prove the opposite of what I tell them, I can't accept it in fear of being forgotten too early.
Then again I advise you take all of these with a grain of salt. Probably only 8 is really true and not inane ranting.
I tag:
I'm onto you, deviantART - 85
Step 1 - Lose as many members as possible by ridiculous design changes
Step 2 - ???
Step 3 - PROFIT
Beat It - 84
RIP Michael Joseph Jackson, August 29, 1958 June 25, 2009
Comment and I'll - 83
Stupid meme thing crap.
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.
Bye crud bollocks.
Woah woah woah woah - 82
I made some video!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mvCK5pbSqVY
Apart from that I haven't done anything since my last journal. O joy!
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